a few days ago i was talking to my girls bout this shit. on the “we only like asshole” theory. i’ve been meaning to write more in depth about this for awhile, and was reminded about it again yesterday when one of the least asshole guys i know complained about his ex gf taking advantage. i think chanel is really meant to be my sister cuz she was sayin the same shit about the same shit yesterday and she was on-fuckin-point.
“Usually, we are fooled by a man dressed in tinfoil who pretended to be a knight in shining armor.But by the time we uncover the truth it’s too late - we’re already in love, caught up, or too involved. And thensometimes we’re attracted to men we know aren’t good for us because we simply hope we’re wrong. Whatever the reason be, it’s definitely NOT because we want an asshole.

what i "ally" wants- is someone who will let us walk WITH them and not walk all over them. Someone who will allow us to be the strong women we are but still put us in our place when need be. Someone who would do anything in the world for us but WON’T, just so we stay appreciative. Someone who is nice but NOT a pushover. Someone who can be jealous at times, but never insecure. Someone who is a man’s man but let’s us put makeup on him when we’re bored and in need of a good laugh. Someone who lays all their cards on the table BUT plays them well. Someone who has his own agenda, own routine, own dreams, own friends, own priorities, and own life - but is willing to share NOT give them to us.”

lol sound familar?
yistyle xoxo you the best

so .

have u ever noticed how people act differently given different situations? granted, i know u dont act the same in front of your mom at home as you do with ur girls on any given night out or even with your dude or girl on a date. but the essence of you.. the core of you should stay the same right?
so why is it that everything you love about someone seems to get thrown out the window as soon as shit hits the fan? the same person who said she would always be there for you is all of a sudden no where near you and runnin her mouth puttin ur bizness on blast. the same person who promised that he aint the kinda guy to fuck around is at the club tryna holla at your fucking cousin. the quiet, reserved girl you fell in love with morphs into the abnoxious chick at denny’s at 2 am who can’t handle her liquor. the “got-my-shit-straight-swagga-right-brown-skin” guy who swept you off your feet turns into someone you dont even recognize. and you can’t even understand why.

i couldnt even tell you why
right now i just forgot my whole paragraph i was finna write lmao

fuck it

12:10

watching these niggas have freak dance contest
lmao this shits funny

talking to chanel bout her n her boyfriend got me thinking
again.

beauty is only skin deep
whatever ur preference or definition of “beauty” is: looks still matter. However, they will only get u so far (At least with me anyway). A person’s physical appearance is what initially attracts me to them, but it definitely isn’t what makes me stay.
While a certain “je ne sais quoi” can contribute to one’s appeal, their personality, or rather lack there of, can take away from it as well.if there’s ONE characteristic that makes me and my girls’ heart melt and panties drop - it’s humor. It ain’t everything, but it really does go a looong way. If a man is constantly putting a smile on my face I’ll probably be too busy laughing to notice he’s not as tall as I usually like ‘em or my "usual type"

3 months later

lmfao got damn i didnt know my last post was so longg agooo!
sorry been super busy

me and seppi gotta job together lmao everyones like wtf they hired both yall? but yu know its actually kinda good cause we dont get scheduked together alot. ive had so much on my mind so i just been writing, my laptop STILL broke n shit lol & i dont really care so its whatever ill get a new one soon.

i wanna know my bitchs constantly trippn over niggas its ridiculous. im glad im not a dumb ass girl i think bein singles coo, but only for so long lol
sometimes dudes be trippn tho even tho the girl in the equation may put up with it at first.. it dont take long for it to get more than lightweight annoying. so fellas, LET A GIRL BREATHE and she’ll make sure u stay within arm’s reach. truuussssttt. dont give her the side eye when she wants a “girls night out” or automatically assume she dont love you when she wants to hit the beach by herself. cuz if you’ve forgotten, you’re supposed to compliment her, not complete her. so quit tryin to be her other half. she’s a perfect whole all by herself.

back on track

so im back in vegas- man i didnt wanna leave, cali got that bomb weather; even tho i was sick as shit it was still coo- GRANMAS FUNERAL =/ maddd saddd like damn

rip gma ilove you i miss you

uhmm i havnt seen anyone in like 2 weeks lol i miss seppis weird assss- but while i was sick and got hurt n shit ive realized i got good ass friends and a good ass family-
im so grateful to have what i got, im soo glad i got good friends cause its so hard to find them ;right when they heard what happend they called or texted me- made me feel extra loved- i just know ima always have someone to lean on

and idk but does lying ever get old? lmfao cause theres this one person who stay lien but its all good im not trippn, i just wanna know when is it gon stop

this weekend is finna be great!
havnt been out ina while havnt seeen faces other than the people i live w| in like 2 weeks lol shit i havnt been to school in like 2 weeks- and i DO NOT MISS IT lol
tatoo party on saturday; aye seppi finna do the stinky foot on em lmfao maxx poppn

anyways im grateful and blessed for everything i have


johnny i hope your doing good! ily nigga jigga cah

sick as shit

sooooo ive beeen sick for like 3 days nw,
fainted in the kitchen lastnight cut my hand open like oooooooooooppppppppppppeeeeeeeennnn

had to gt surgery
26 stitches
=/
worst pain ive ever been in my entire life
its like 830 still havnt slept

& now i gtta use my left hand
fckn sucks

im fckn right handed wtffff

and on top of that i still gtta fever
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh- damn my life

thanks for being there seppi ily